Fock It … Sometimes You Just Have To Say It

Around 2 pm today (Saturday), I went outside to clean the glass on my front door. I am trying to do anything to come up with some inspiration for what to write this week. I have done laundry, cleaned around the house, and started three different blog posts all waiting for that thing to strike me.  Had a few phone conversations, played around on twitter … fock it, nothing is jumping out at me.

Come on, God – give me something! You always come through for me.

I even asked Christine to please have this baby already … do it for me, because I can’t think of anything to write about!  The poor girl has been in labor forever, but gave me no hope that it would happen.

Don’t get me wrong, I have a lot more stories that I haven’t talked about yet, but I write based on what I am really feeling in the moment, so I can do it right.  It’s that Virgo, perfectionist thing I previously wrote about. I don’t like to half-ass anything. 

I could have written about her coming and staying with me for a couple of nights and what a great Mom week I am having, and maybe I will tomorrow.  But that wasn’t enough … I really need it to jump out at me in the right way, and it is not happening 

So where am I going with this you ask??? 

While I was cleaning that window, I realized how beautiful it was outside.  So I decided to say Fock it.  I am going to get out of this house, take my little man outside, and get some air.  Maybe later I will go watch the Yankee game and then actually get a good night’s sleep on a Saturday.

My life lesson for today is you can’t do everything perfectly, you can’t always live up to your responsibilities or what you perceive your responsibilities to be.  Life is flying right by so …

sometimes you just have to say Fock it.  

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Maybe that is what God was telling me? He was whispering that in my ear the whole time. I don’t think he actually used the words, fock it, but that’s how my Italian head was interpreting it.

Maybe I will send something out on Sunday night or Monday morning – I am always late anyway, just ask anyone that knows me.

Here is the Sunday Night blog and a beautiful ending!!

Much love always and I hope you have a glorious Sunday!

Sandy

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